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01:28am 14/08/2004
 
mood: confused
lets just put this out in the open right now, i am a terrible terrible girlfriend.

tonight i broke up with ray because i'm not sure this is what i want anymore. i'm not sure when i stopped loving him and fell in love with just having someone there. it hurts really bad to say that to him.

it's not fair to him to stay as a couple and i really don't want to hurt him. he's an amazing and wonderful person but at seventeen i really don't think that's what i want, i mean about the totally serious relationship we have.

wow...if you would like..totally leave a comment with how much of a mean and terrible person i am.
 
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12:49pm 16/07/2004
 
mood: sad
so in case anyone has wondered where i've been...its been the couch...

i got surgery on my knee on monday and really i just can't move around..

today i hobbled to the computer to write this..

please anyone...come visit me..im really sad because i can't do anything and my summer is basically shot..

if you'd like to come visit me..call me..i probably won't awnser my cell but that number is 267-968-3471..

call my house!! 2155475765

just a simple hey how are you would be really nice. a visit would be supurb. but hey guys if i don't see ya..i'll see ya when we get back to school!

<3
 
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11:21pm 15/06/2004
 
mood: crushed
Simple. any color. just a flower. all i wanted. just one that i could hold. one to prove this was real. one to prove you weren't kidding this time. one because promises and rings don't always go together. i just wanted that one flower. it didn't matter from where or how little it cost. it didn't even matter what kind. i just wanted one. i asked if i could have that. i didn't need a ring. i wanted the flower. i cried. i wanted to never leave. i wanted the day to keep going. i wanted a flower. we left. came home. went to find a movie. still i was flowerless. then i knew.




You Forgot
 
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02:34pm 14/04/2004
 

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10:46pm 25/02/2004
  and to wrap up my day..you hurt me.

fuck you tonight.

but in the morning i know you'll still be my baby
 
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since when did i like fata?   
03:22pm 26/01/2004
  you might be just what i need
no i wouldn not change a thing
been dreaming of this so long
but we only exist in this song
the thing is i'm not worth the sorrow
 
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fill this out if you love me, or, even if you don't, sluts   
09:04pm 23/12/2003
 
mood: annoyed
1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. Am I loveable?
3. How long have you known me?
4. When and how did we first meet?
5. What was your first impression?
6. Do you still think that way about me now?
7. If I was an ice cream flavor, which would I be and why?
8. Do you think I'll get married?
9. What makes me happy?
10. What makes me sad?
11. What song (if any) reminds you of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. Do you consider me a good friend?
14. When's the last time you saw me?
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
16. Would you make a move on me?
17. Describe me in one word.
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
20. Do I cross your mind at least 2 times a day?.
 
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come on do it!   
09:44pm 22/11/2003
 
mood: ecstatic
I want you to post anything that you want anonymously

Post something random on your mind, a story, a song I should download, a film I should see, a recipe, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love, a photograph, a question - anything
Post twice if you'd like (hell, you can post 40 times as far as I'm concerned), and then put this in your LJ to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your LJ) have to say
 
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09:57pm 19/11/2003
   
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